somewhere -in -between

Wed, 10 Dec 2003 21:05:51 GMT

HELLO HELLO!
'tis me again.
I get to spend my holidays w/ my special someone (Al) and I hope you all have someone there like I do to make it so wonderfully special! :) Holidays are supposed to be fun...so Al and I got a tree the day after thanksgiving and decorated it. Got ourselves 2 special ornaments and a beautiful star. However, Cherokee (our lil kitty we got together) keeps eating it...eating our fake christmas tree. hah. Cherokee is so adorable...shorthair orange kitty w/ white paws...and orange eyes. She makes Al and I very happy....
everything is soooo....GOOD!

'TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY!

Tue, 11 Nov 2003 21:01:36 GMT

blah, it's another day...and I'm sick. Here I am, waiting for Al to work out..

Tika, I miss you, I was just talking to Al about you and Laura (how she used to freak when you did Pat) hahah it made me laugh thinking of that. So, you need to call me on my cell phone, do you have the number? If not it should be in a previous entry or comment, ok?

Tue, 04 Nov 2003 02:20:33 GMT

Just to let y'all know, I moved in w/ my boyfriend and he doesnt have internet access so thats why I haven't been updatinG BUT I think about you guys all the time..I miss my friends. I work @ target on 164th and Mill Plain as a cashier so come visit me!! Toodles

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 14:05:41 GMT

WELL,
Meechy is sick. I am afraid for him. I dont know what to do b/c I don't live at home anymore. My poor baby goose is sad that I am not home.
I...everyone is starting school and here I am doing nothing.
hmm...well. I have nothing to say. I havent updated b/c I dont have internet access but I will try as often as I can.

I MISS YOU FRIENDS!!

Wed, 10 Sep 2003 21:40:14 GMT

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I look like AL GORE? haha, yeah, that's funny.
I got my grilled cheese sandwich.
I miss school b/c I got to see my friends on a regular basis now...I don't.

SUZANNE you need to call me before you leave, ok?

Tue, 09 Sep 2003 06:40:24 GMT

will someone be so kind to make me a grilled cheese sandwich?

Sat, 06 Sep 2003 18:46:22 GMT

Well, my birthday went well.
Haven't been updating because there is nothing to say about my boring life and no one wants to hear me talk about the usual.
BUT, I have to say that it bothers me when people don't try @ something AND also, I don't understand you, just as you me, so, we should just stop trying.
Meechy is crying for no reason @ all. I don't know why he's yelling either.
I think maybe he misses his fatty wife. It's just a guess, I don't know. He has resorted to purring sweet nothings into my ear. =)
I slept in my clothes last night and now I feel disgusting, I should shower.

and get more sleep. I have been having troubles sleeping.

Thu, 04 Sep 2003 21:16:53 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

I'm 19.

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 19:25:02 GMT

I feel so sick =(

it just makes everything more blank.

I feel blank.

I feel empty

jeez, I need more sleep. maybe it'll make me feel better?

Sun, 24 Aug 2003 22:41:56 GMT

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Thu, 21 Aug 2003 01:34:46 GMT

So..
this sucks
my ship out date got changed to jan. 4th!
(for those who didn't know it was oct. 20th)
makes me angry
atleast I wont miss 4 fucking holidays though..just easter now.

AND, Treavor Left on Tuesday. I said bye to him. I made him promise that he'll write me with his address.

That's all that is new.
Just the usual lately...y'know

actually. I went to Idaho again.it was ok. Nothing too grand or exciting. Nick's sister got married. It was a cute wedding.

I miss Chris. blah blah..it's all the same to you. I really...just want..oh I'm just selfish with him. I hate what everybody else says about him. It's just stupid.

I'm in debt, which sucks because I totally thought I was ok. Obviously I was wrong. >=| Makes me very upset because I dont know what to do. I have no money and I can't make money fast enough for it to not be a problem.

My birthday is in 15 days or so. It doesnt seem like it..at all.
well, I have nothing to say

the shit just keeps snowballing

Mon, 18 Aug 2003 14:13:31 GMT

shit.
I got myself into a lot of shit.

I'm waiting for Michael..we are going to go work out.

I am very confused lately
and don't know what to decide.

I miss Chris alot. >=|

I have bad allergies today! ERGH! and I can't take anything! even more aggravating!!

Wed, 13 Aug 2003 08:41:45 GMT

Your Name: Kori Lynn Hatton
Your Date of Birth: 09/04/1984
Your Question or Information: love?

Past

Algiz - Protection, fortunate influences, fate on your side, victory and success, good luck and personal strength.

Present

Jera - Harvesting tangible results from efforts already sown, fertility, culmination of events, abundance.

Future

Berkana - Growth, abundance, fertility, Mother Earth, protection, the zenith of an idea or situation.

Cast the runes here:
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tell me what's wrong

Wed, 13 Aug 2003 08:29:32 GMT

oh my gosh I say this all the time...

I dont know what to think.
this time it's for real.
I am so very confused
I want to call ...Chris...right now and talk to him, oh my gosh. ball my eyes out to him.
because I am so very confused.
I'm scared. really, really scared.
I don't think Chris would even know what to do. He wouldn't know what to say but...it would make me feel better.
what am I supposed to feel?
jesus.

on a different note, I am having troubles falling asleep and I'm completely sore from working out. :(

Sat, 09 Aug 2003 21:16:03 GMT

All should be proud of me!
I worked out this morning, well as much as I could at home. I have no car - my mom is driving it up to Seattle right now to watch a Seahawks game - or else I would go to the gym. It felt really really nice!
plus, I have been keeping myself hydrated too!

AND then, I studied my Marine Corps. knowledge. I know ALL my general orders now. I could type them here without even looking but I won't because I know that no one is interested!

:::The plan for the rest of the day:::
study General Orders at every hour, so I do not forget them
keep myself hydrated
ask Nick to go running w/ me, oh hopefully he will! =)
go running if he says yes - get at least 2 miles
get my laundry done
and then, do my work out tonight too but get twice as much in!

g'day sirs

Sat, 09 Aug 2003 07:31:01 GMT

everybody is talking about october and halloween! NO! that is when I leave! NO NO....is it that soon?

Fri, 08 Aug 2003 07:42:16 GMT

I've got nothing to say..
I have a date tomorrow...with someone I'm not really interested in but I will go out on this date and then break it off. Can't lead the guy on...y'know?
Shelly is getting married tomorrow. I'm going w/ Chris' lil brother. haha, he would laugh @ me if he knew.
oh jeez...
well, I need to go do my crunches and push ups before I get too tired!
later y'all

Thu, 07 Aug 2003 06:27:00 GMT

=*(

goodbye was said
I can't stop crying...

Wed, 06 Aug 2003 16:13:50 GMT

I don't know what to say..
and I don't know what to feel.

I woke up today and my face is really really swollen, I was wondering why it hurt to cry. =)
ouuuuchh. (ET voice)
sometimes I get scared...scared of what might happen to me.

AHHH...for the good times. Chris was laying in my bed telling me stories from bootcamp. T'was very cute. He didn't tell me any horrifying ones, which is probably good for me. He told funny ones. He said oh enough of my stupid stories or something like that. I did not want him to stop, I really really liked him telling me them. He seemed so happy remembering the good times. I think.. after that he told me one more good one and then he started talking about other people there
(like those who tried to runaway or commit suicide). He was laying there and I thought he was falling asleep but he was thinking of himself becoming a DI. So, he started telling me about that.
That boy has everything figured out..well, not exactly figured out, I would say...paved out. He knows exactly what he wants. That's one of my favorite things about him, hahahahaha, ok ok...I have lots of favorite things about him. His eyes...his smile =) which...he doesnt smile big a whole lot but when he does..man, I'm just more attracted to him.. his laugh, the way he shows he cares, his looks (haha,makes me smile thinking of some)..his 'soapboxes'.
Enough enough...nobody wants to hear me talk about him more

My 'trying real hard' kinda dissolved b/c I figured I will let happen whatever be and then let life just roll. I'll probably get hurt by doing this but I'd rather get hurt than knowing I might have had a chance w/ something but didn't take it because I distanced myself or didnt speak up. I'm not talking about Chris...I am talking about everything.

I feel tired but I'm not, it's just my stupid swollen face. I feel so sick...and my back hurts really bad. I have this rash looking thing on my back - it looks like something bit me a million times. It hurts to touch it, and to move,it aches underneath my skin,it's nasty looking too.

I wish I could have more. =) I would be a lucky girl and.. very happy. heh.

Tue, 05 Aug 2003 19:40:19 GMT

argh, stop screaming @ me!
jesus!
I can't figure out what you want!!!!!

stupid cat

....cause I'm dreaming

Tue, 05 Aug 2003 02:13:41 GMT

I keep thinking about earlier today
...I want to say so much.
hahaha, it would scare him, so no thanks I shall keep everything that a silly girl thinks to myself. Though, I have learned in the past few monthes 'tis better to be brutally honest with a person than dishonest. I think this situation is an exception? maybe? hah. I would like to think so. (what do you say?)
I like this feeling but it makes me sad because there is nothing there...no no, I don't mean there's NOTHING there because there is. I mean there's nothing to come of it. Y'know? THAT is why, I could say I am not attached. What if he goes away and I am wrong? haha..THEN I'M WRONG! =)
Yeah...that was the decision I knew I had to make.
I'm a silly silly girl.
I know better.

argh, IT DRIVES ME ABSOUTELY CRAZZY!
crazy knowing this is a good place to be.
and I keep thinking about it. >=|

SO TELL ME THIS IS REAL.

and everybody else wants to hear "I'm wrong."

Mon, 04 Aug 2003 23:32:00 GMT

Now, I don't know what to think even though I know that everything will be alright. ARGH, I hate to second guess something I do b/c it always makes me feel worse. I didn't even begin to feel bad in the first place either!

Oh my god...I think I'm lying to myself.

Sun, 03 Aug 2003 20:09:55 GMT

MAN, I am a bottle of emotions right now. I feel like crying but I have no reason to cry, so it would be pointless and annoying if I did. Everybody would be asking me whats wrong and then a certain someone would get all pissed and ignore me. HEY! y'know that's exactly what somebody wants when they are crying. Thanks!

I had a good night but didn't get that much sleep b/c I kept waking up and it wasnt a deep sleep so I'm kinda tired today. It was good though. It's nice to have someone there for you. But, um, he's leaving on thursday, so I've been trying my very hardest not to get attached =) OOH, I am strong. yes yes.. hah.

I am happy. Very happy.
I have great friends who care about me alot...who dont want to see me get hurt ( thanks ) and I have a family who loves me and supports me (most do) in everything I do, which I think is very lucky and good to have considering what I'm going into. I have fun all the time, laugh all the time. There would be no reason for me to be sad or upset or depressed! OH AND, I HAVE NO JOB! ok ok..no job @ the GAP!
I'm a lucky person. I make Chris' remote work! haha

Sun, 03 Aug 2003 00:15:39 GMT

To all my friends:

A BUNCH of us are going to Merwin Dam tomorrow @ 3:30ish. We're going to have a party =) and you are invited. If you need any info or whatnot dont hesitate to call me! PLEASE COME!PLEASE!
360.909.5668
TIKA BO BIKA- YOU CALL ME OK?!

Sat, 02 Aug 2003 09:34:39 GMT

As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change...
I will always keep falling in love with you.

- Karen Clodfelder -

my horoscope was true today.